Real Life

Reality is a funny thing.  The bullshit that happens, the people you allow into your life.  In finding some clarity due to recent events in my life, I've found that I have allowed some extremely shallow people into my life.  That was my mistake.  Me being naive.  But I'm afraid things are going to change.  Because I need to take care of myself.  Negativity is contagious and I'm not trying to catch anymore than I can handle.

I totally understand that everyone on this earth has problems and issues that they have to deal with daily.  That's a part of life.  But don't think that your problems are any more difficult than the next persons.  It's all about how you deal with it.  Yes, it's understandable if you have just lost a loved one and you are grieving compared to someone going thru a breakup, for that grieving person to feel more hurt, more pain.  The only point I'm trying to make is to respect each other and try to understand what that person may be going thru. 

I'm completely fed up with some people.  Completely and utterly fed up and can't deal with it anymore.  I cannot deal with anyone else's problems anymore.  I need to deal with my own.  I am finding more and more each day that I must choose my friends wisely and trust no one but myself and God.  People I thought to be my friends are not.  They are only co dependent on someone else to push their problems onto. 

That person is not me anymore.